HJHJMNHM ,

Dear you ,

Thank you for making me thinking about you like ' almost everyday ' , Thank you for making me looks like im the only one who cares about you , when it's obviously that you don't even care about me . Thank you for making me waited for you to buzz me on chatbox . But most of all , thank you for making me trying my best to mantain our friendship , while obviously you don't give a damn .

Yes , i know we talked at school . But you know what , it just like the way you talk to me is not the same as we used to talk too , you avoiding me . Yes you're , i know it . I'm really sorry . I miss the old you , the old us . I looked like a pathetic , while im typing this post . Really .

If you happen to read this , Im truly sorry . This is where i wrote all the stuff that i want to express . I don't have any family members ( i mean older brother / sister ) to talk with . I dont want to share it with my parents tough , cause idk -- ' My way i think . I don't know about your feelings towards me kan ?

But ,

Tet tet tet

Guess who is coming to malaysia on this date ? My bruno mars of course aaa im extremely super over excited about this . Kk byee :D

This is not goodbyee ,

Take care okay guys , gonna miss you guys so badly . Especially you aminul hafiz -- Dah 10 tahun kita kenal kan kan ? Belajar rajin2 kay , nanti kalau aku balik terengganu , aku singgah dekat kemaman . Kita makang ikang cicah kropok lekor . Pastu tibai nasi dagang :D Nom nom

Blue sands - Yuna

Safwan always told me , i sang this song just for mybestfriends / maybe crush ( guys of course ) . Haha , seriously i laughed at him . He MAY be right nor be wrong of course . But i know , why ? Sebab lirik dia kan ?

" can i marry my handsome friends "

Yeah macam tak kenal kau pulak :P Kay whatever , actually aku rindu korang ah . Safwan roti canai , capik hot , Alal yaya husnaaa , Fariee malek . I miss you guys so badly . Bilaa nak jumpa ?

-___________-

My girl ,

I missed my girlfriends ,

Alya husna and Farie Malek .

Yeah it's been two weeks since both of you moved out for some reason . I don't blame you for that , furthermore it is for your own sake you know :) The first week without you guys , is hellaa up and down for me . It just like , something missing you know . You know what i mean right aly ?

but everything happens , we still sister aite :D

Yeah , ignore my face . Haha . See i miss them so much .

Nanti kita carik , photo machine . Tangkap gamba macam ni , aku nak jadi spongebob :D

Cammon people ,

Hello people miss me ? Haha , i bet you don't. Sorry for the late post i guess

This first week of school is hellaa busy with all the things

( pergh macam perdana menteri )

Yet , i got to admit my first day of school..well let me say it . Kindda bad actually :/ But now all the things get better and better . Hehe .

Well a quick post , im not going to tell you about my first week of school till this weekend :P

To you ,

Im so sorry for my behavior on monday . I want to tell you but im so scared , don't know why . But i will promise to make back our friendship okay :)

Imissyousomuch

Too many bullshit , so it ends now

2011 dah start tunjuk perangai dia , baguss . First day on 2011 dah nangis , bagus betul berikan tepukan . Dah kau , jangan mengada lagi . Cepat jelous lah apa lah , macam dia suka dekat kau lagi . Tak payah nak harap sangat lah kan . Apa kata jadi 'hati batu' tahun ni , brutal2 macam time sekolah rendah . Dari dulu lagi aku dah agak , jadi budak perempuan ni macam2 hal . Emo sana sini , bodoh sangat . Yang kau terlalu mengharap sangat pahal ? Ce cerita sikit dekat aku ?

Dah masuk 2 tahun weyh , aku tahan je bende ni . Aku dah penat . Aku bukan give-up aku just stop . Sebab aku tahu , aku dah tak larat nangis , mengharap , rasa happy pastu bila online kejadah lain pulak yang jadi kan ?

Enough is Enough

p/s : Advice diri sendiri , yang jadi subject dia . Sorry aku jelous sangat and yeah aku memang bangang pon aku tahu kau just main2 . So kau tak payah lah nak amik hati ke apa ke . SEBAB AKU MEMANG BODOH . Tapi TOLONG FIKIR PERASAAN AKU , KE MEMANG TAK NAMPAK ?

SORRY